Confused..

I dunno what to do...
feel like i am caught in the middle of chaos...
i am dying...
literally...
socially...
emotionally...
i dunno what to do..
whats going on?
emotion gets in the way of things
feelings are intangible barriers that bind man together..
however...
if i had accidentally caused a scar...
a stray blade to cut through the intangibles..
let me know...
cause i really wouldn't know...
especially if i think we were all joking...
let me know...
please..
for anyone i have offended...
sorry...
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society is again bound by feelings..
love hate envy denial..
they all exist in unison...
imagine a simple relationship chart where one person is friends with many..
a war between 2 of his close friends takes its toll on him
whether they realise it or not..
its sad...
that the world is full of politics
cant every one just get along?
just try to be friends?
damn...
things are getting interesting
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i have stupid lumps hear and there
i have blood coming from my neck..
i think i am dying
but what do i know?
i am just a kid
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Blood is thinker than water...
But to someone selfless
there is no difference...